[Verse 1]
Gotta' find a way
So I know I'll make you stay
My thoughts running through my brain
Drunk on freshly poured champagne
Gotta' find a way
So I know I'll make you stay
They're running, running, running
No more
Might not be in motion to say this
I feel entitled to it now, but I know it's gon' break me
Now you're drunk on the couch, I'm cleaning up the bottles
Even just you and me, we party like the models
Yeah
I got lucky I guess
I play this game like its chess
I move my pieces so simply
But I got struck with duplicity
Don't know what it did to me
I guess it ended so differently
Then I thought
Yeah we messed up, to bad
I'm neither happy or sad
But I fuck with memories like trauma, they be deep inside my past
Cruising down the lane, yeah
Damn I feel okey, but
My mind cross the situation, damn I'm feelin' played
Loyal is just a word, it don't bear no power
And when loyal should occur, you're acting like a coward, yeah
But I'm used to it, that I gotta' admit, yeah
I wanted you to stay cuz I feel safer at the bay
[Chorus 1]
Gotta' find a way
So I know I'll make you stay
My thoughts running through my brain
Drunk on freshly poured champagne
Yeah I hate it, I love it, I miss the way we had
I'ma face it, evolve it, ain't
Dealing with the past no more
[Verse 2]
If this is what running feels like I'm never coming back home
In a world so big, I'll spend my life
Just to roam, around, and keep you outta' sight
Pack my bags, just leave, and catch the next flight
But should I call before I leave
Tell you that I love you
Living in a dream
Only made of us two
Ohh
I shouldn't but I want to, ohh
Snap out of it
Ah, I guess I'm back on the road
Had some thoughts and doubt, but I'll finally say I paid what I owed
And it's a miracle yeah, how you're blinded not loved
And it's a mystery yeah, how you're hidden not showed
I need a fucking intervention
Someone with pure intentions
And I just need a world
Where you will not be mentioned
Is that too much?
I don't know
If you think I'll walk right back I guess you didn't get the memo
Yeah we messed up, to bad
Then it ended, both fucking mad
I saw the stars align and thought it was just a rough patch
But I got no control, no
I might sell my soul, oh
Just so I can be with you, I'm shutting all the doors
Now I'm right back to the start
Move my brush like this is art
But I'll brush it all away
Cuz I don't wanne' see you stay
So honestly I don't need this no more
Throw me to the sea I rather die at the shore
(At the shore)
[Chorus 2]
Gotta' find a way
So I know I'll make you stay
My thoughts running through my brain
Drunk on freshly poured champagne
Yeah I hate it, I love it, I miss the way we had
I'ma face it, evolve it, ain't
Dealing with the past no more
(Dealing with the past no more)