(Verse 1)

It’s 12:00 around July
But I’m not really sure
What day it is
I’m feeling like a zombie
From these meds
They got me taking in
I know it’s been awhile
Since I’ve walked outside on pavement
Surrounded by these padded rooms
I swear these walls keep caving in
But I stay hopeful
Cuz I know I’m a be out
If I just show improvement
Inside group
Then I’ll be freed out
Manipulate the doctors
Since they think
I’m fucking psycho huh
I’ll show em fucking psycho
If they keep playing these games with me
Little maggots
They’re lucky that I hate it here
Cuz if I did enjoy it
I’d be slaughtering from ear to ear
Show the nurse what’s truly fear
Drag her after group
Into my room
And shove my dick inside her fucking rear
(Chorus)

I’m a bastard
But I know I got talent momma
They mix my Lithium with Xan
To keep me balanced momma
They know I have an outburst
Every couple hours
I’m eating pills for pleasure
But for freedom I’ll devour
I’m sick I know I need some help
But none can fucking help this
These homicidal urges
Make my self control feel helpless
I wanna open doors
But I’d much rather open carcuses
Welcome to my mind
Make sure to tell your friends
How dark it is

(Verse 2)

Yeah I got a past
I swear you people
Love to judge me for it
Always talkin shit
It’s like your face
Is always flushing for it
Gossip gossip gossip
You boys chirping like some bitches
You should probably put a dress on
While you cleaning all the dishes
Cocky lil fuckers
I’m a give you something to talk about
Let’s see how much you’re talkin
With this feeding tube inside your mouth
Attatch you to a needle
That’s attached to feces in a pouch
I’ll use your flesh to coat my couch
Then use the rest to craft a blouse
My neighbors keep complaining
Bout the smell
That’s coming from my house
I swear to God
They call the cops
I’ll gut em’ like a mouse
(Chorus)

I’m a bastard
But I know I got talent momma
They mix my Lithium with Xan
To keep me balanced momma
They know I have an outburst
Every couple hours
I’m eating pills for pleasure
But for freedom I’ll devour
I’m sick I know I need some help
But none can fucking help this
These homicidal urges
Make my self control feel helpless
I wanna open doors
But I’d much rather open carcuses
Welcome to my mind
Make sure to tell your friends
How dark it is