Ego Mackey
​and i still care a bit but i rather get high n feel like shit bout it
[Intro]
Don't- Don't be like me, don't- Don't follow this shit
'Cause it's gon' end up fucking sick, [?]
Ego Mackey

[Chorus]
I been avoiding everyone, just tryna feel numb
Only way I'm having fun, with all of these drugs
And I'm burning all my love, think I give a fuck?
Maybe a little, yeah, what's up? But I couldn't give this up
I been avoiding everyone, just tryna feel numb
Only way I'm having fun, yeah, with all of these drugs
And I'm burning all my love, think I could give a fuck?
Maybe a little, yeah, what's up? But I couldn't give this up

[Verse 1]
Yeah, I know I been taking too much, always saying it never enough
What you want? I ain't the one, just been tryna make it numb
Just been tryna [?], waste away my liver, lungs
I was just tryna have some fun, now my sickness never done
Saying- Saying I should stop, like I ain't wan' fucking rot
Like I'm far from cooking rocks, all this pain, still in shock
[?], wish my life could be swapped
[?] cops, I wish I never [?] (Yeah, yeah)

[Chorus]
I been avoiding everyone, just tryna feel numb
Only way I'm having fun, with all of these drugs
And I'm burning all my love, think I give a fuck?
Maybe a little, yeah, what's up? But I couldn't give this up
I been avoiding everyone, just tryna feel numb
Only way I'm having fun, with all of these drugs
And I'm burning all my love, think I could give a fuck?
Maybe a little, yeah, what's up? But I couldn't give this up
(Yeah, yeah, uh, yeah)

[Verse 2]
I got Fenty, I got Fentanyl, [?]
Leave you empty, dirty on me, selling [?]
[?]
[?] no love left in me
Told myself drugs all I need, waking up feeling so weak
Waking up [?] about week, feeling like I'm 'bouta tweak
All these feelings [?] (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
[Chorus]
I been avoiding everyone, just tryna feel numb
Only way I'm having fun, with all these drugs
And I'm burning all my love, think I- Think I give a fuck?
Maybe a little, yeah, what's up? But I couldn't give this up
I been avoiding everyone, just tryna feel numb
Only way I'm having fun, yeah, with all of these drugs
And I'm burning all my love, think I could give a fuck?
Maybe a little, yeah, what's up? But I couldn't give this up