Lyrics From Instagram Video

I never never knew how much work I'd have to do
I never never thought I'd go bitter from our loss
It's solitary
That's how it's spose to be
I fall and carry myself
Cause now he's gone he's gone and him I'll always mourn

Trauma is a bullet that I know will never miss me
But I gotta hide her gotta hide her like my mistress
I wanna be like 6'10" air dirty laundry
I wanna be above it all don't stand before me
Backing up the past I'm like kehlani at the rave
Can't move on to anything beyond our memory
You my east my north my south my purest Sunday's rest
Know you been the side of me I always liked best but
I'd never never do getting in the way of healing you
I never never thought I'd confess that now
He's gone he's gone and him I'll always mourn