Beautiful women on my Gram that I don’t pursue
You do the livin, I’m a fan, that’s how most us move
When we all stuck watchin what are we supposed to do?
Livin life like we the subject of a focus group
Gimme your opinion for a quick pay-off
Cover me in linen til I get laid off
Smother me with feelings that be just cousins of the feelings that I’m really feelin
Except I was sold they soft
You ever have a off-day on your day off?
That shit sucks right?
You ever been so down that you stayed up?
That used to be me every fuckin night
And I hate when people say, “What I wouldn’t do for this thing I want”
Cause there’s a lot you wouldn’t do for that thing you want
Ask yourself if it’s love or the ring you want
I’m drinkin coffee cause I wanna be attentive
All so I could scroll on my phone wit no intention to see if anyone mention me
Little shit offendin’ me
Why what everyone else doin make us feel all kinda ways and still we don’t practice empathy? That don’t make sense to me
Shit at one point, the present was eventually
You ever think about it?
I never believed anything was meant to be but this shit feels meant for me so now I’m really thinkin bout it
My glass half full, I have a drink about it
If there’s anything in there, it isn’t empty
If I die today there’s thousands of people that won't forget me so even when funds ain't plentiful, my soul plenty full
Sweatin, gaspin for air like I just ran 20 fulls
I used to run suicides so I could play better
I used to run from suicide just to stay present
Now I don’t run from nothin but runnin
And if enough’s never enough at least we had the discussion
At least I told you my story
At least I showed you my glory
Will be more dapper after and be more clever before me
But shit, ain't no one ever could ever be more me