[Hook]
If I die, fuck what they talkin bout, please cry for me
So much coulda been avoided if we let the tears go
So if I die please cry for me
Know I finally let the fear go
I don’t know what’s underneath
Got a phone with like 12 different ways that you can reach me
Why can’t nobody reach me?
[Verse]
Tryin to forgive myself, that shit feel like reaching
Tryna give my friends some help, that shit feel like preaching
Know this trauma got a root, that shit seated deeply
Plus I feel like if I knew, noone would believe me
Payin so much cost to bear these crosses
Wish there was a cheap me
Wish I could unseat these Congress of my thoughts who act a lot like ours cause they don’t have my best interests at heart and they financed by elite greed
Wish I could just be one part of me for the night
I wish I could lose just one part of me in a fight
I wish I could be just who I oughta be and I might
But when I win I hope its fueled by love and not from spite
Releasing all these songs, emotions still trapped
Something’s always wrong, my hope it feels sapped
I need to let it out and yo, that’s real rap
But I’m from the home of these keep it real raps
And that’s that so
[Hook]
If I die, fuck what they talkin bout, please cry for me
So much coulda been avoided if we let the tears go
So if I die please cry for me
Know I finally let the fear go
I don’t know what’s underneath
Got a phone with like 12 different ways that you can reach me
Why can’t nobody reach me?