[Intro]
Yeah
I'ma keep it one hundred with all of yas
It is what it is man
Yo

[Verse]
My life's changed since '09, I won't lie
These days I work nine to five for a low price
I don't sell snow white, I don't grow vines
A couple trees got cut down but in my bro's time
My ego's sized so big only he knows why
Don't ask me, I don't know shit
When I was younger I was cold now I'm so stiff
A couple brothers smokin hot and they dope sick
Man that shit hurts my heart like them cones did
I'm twenty-five in two days I ain't no kid
I was feelin disconnected like my phone is
I'm tryna put the pieces back together on some grown shit
I ain't concerned about yours I do my own biz
A real g doesn't smoke weed, nah he grows it
I've got heaps of different faces like emojis
Born to bite my tongue and never show emotions
I love my fam so much I got them rose inked
I'm doing everything that I can to let em know this
Too much time in between when we toast drinks
I miss my brother Shaff so much I'm feelin lonely
To learn to be a man he had to go and do his own thing
I've been by his side the whole time and I won't split
To learn to be a man he had to go and do his own thing
I've been by his side the whole time
My older brother taught me that your heart is where your home is
That was ten years ago, I haven't seen my bro since
If I get the chance to see him, I'ma keep it real with him
Tell him mum's got a big heart and he broke it
I used to smoke so many cones just to deal with it
If you break bread people treat you like a meal ticket
Hand out willin to shake I learnt the hard way
I carry all the weight on my back that's where the scars stay
I still haven't shed enough tears for all my heartache
I'm tryna find a balance but it's hard like a card game
Every thought I have is racin faster than a car chase
I'm tryna slow em down with no pills for my marjay
I still can't forgive myself for every single past mistake
I've done a lot of bad things, some shit I still can't say
Nightmares of hittin Riv, that shit makes my heart break
Cause in reality I did, I'm quittin for my ma's sake
To say I've tried my hardest is a lie cause it's not true
I'm tryna give her some back cause she's already lost two
Tearin families apart that's just what the bongs do
I want to right my wrongs, so I went and wrote this song for you
I'm sorry
I want to right my wrongs, so I went and wrote this song for you
I'm sorry