[Verse]
My fam comes first, no finish line
I want ‘em all to eat good when it's dinner time
You won't find me on Facebook clickin’ like
I'm ain't the same as all you cunts, I'm a different type
You can see it in my eyes that I'm down to ride
The truth is right in front of you, there ain't no hidden lies
I've had cunts say they'll kill me like a million times
Only a couple of ‘em tried it but I'm still alive
They say they lookin for me, but I ain't hard to find
It ain't rocket science, you don't need to be a mastermind
Do the maths and try and start a fight
You can be twice as big as me, your heart is only half the size
All these cunts aren't killers like they say they are
You don't have it in your heart, you ain't brave enough
All that shit you talk you just made it up
Brah, you ain't a real cunt, nah, you just play the part
I miss my brother Allem man it breaks my heart
Cause he was only seventeen and he was a such a good person, funny and smart
The same smile as his dad you couldn't tell em apart
He used to play the guitar
And I still hear him playing when I close my eyes
I see him in my dreams he disappears when I open wide
They say that heaven is where angels go on holiday
Life is like a nine to five on Christmas working overtime
Your life is one a million, roses couldn't compensate
It’s hard to know that you're up in the sky and you ain't on a plane
All these meds aren''t workin like they're on a break
Six years have gone by and I still feel the same
There ain't no medication out there that can heal the pain
Even writin’ all this down doesn't make a change
I'm on the verge of killing someone just to break even
Roll the dice and come and try it I ain't playin games
They say the good die young that's an early grave
And good things come to those who wait but it ain't worth the wait
I have an overactive mind and it hurts my brain
Thoughts moving at the speed of light, no turtle race
When I die I wonder if I'll see the pearly gates
Or will a life of crime send me off to burn in flames
So many days up early then workin’ late
Sellin’ drugs to anybody just to earn a wage
I'm cool with it, school kids don't get turned away
Nah, I'm tryna save a million dollars for a rainy day
Men and women, black or white, I don't discriminate
We all bleed the same colour when we slit our veins
Computer gangsters sending threats until their fingers break
But when you see em face to face they ain't got shit to say
If you're too scared to fight me one on one then bring your mates
I'll leave you all opened up like presents are on Christmas Day
I'm still here with my day ones, nothins changed
I'm Strong and Loyal till I die, all you cunts are fake
I'm too proud, I stand my ground while you run away
So many people say they feelin’ me but I know none relate