[Verse 1]
I hope you're well, I hope you're busy
Heard it's hot as hell in New York City
And your dad's in the hospital again

I was angry for a long time
And it rotted all my insides
So I'm trying out forgiveness
And I'm asking for a friend

[Verse 2]
When you hurt me, did you realise ?
Was there someone standing in line ?
Do you ever pick the phone up
Just to put it down again ?

You're an arsehole, did you know that ?
You took up way to many notepads
And I could get my own back
But I'm tryna' make amends

[Chorus]
It's hard to be a bigger person
When you make me so small
Thought that peoplе grew from hurting
But I swear I'm closer to thе floor
But I'm trying 'cause I wanna be your friend
It's just challenging
When I don't know if I miss or hate you more
[Verse 3]
I refuse to let you drift off
I shared too much to be a pit stop
In your textbook, late twenties breakdown

You're shallow and a coward
But you're one I've given hours to
And I don't wanna lose your face now

[Verse 4]
Yes, I'm bitter, but I'm dealing
Say you're sorry, I'd believe it
And I'm pretty sure I mean that
For the first time in a while

'cause I'm moving in September
And that's the sort of thing I tell ya
And it's double the effort
To keep you out my life

[Chorus]
It's hard to be a bigger person
When you make me so small
Thought that people grew from hurting
But I swear I'm closer to the floor
But I'm trying 'cause I wanna be your friend
It's just challenging
When I don't know if I miss or hate you more
Miss or hate you more