[Verse 1]
I'ma leave it all on you
Go 'head, take it out on me
I been hard on myself
I been starvin' myself
Don't that touch feel like nothin'?
Don't that cut feel like somethin'?
I been cheatin' myself
Ain't been treatin' myself

[Pre-Chorus]
And ya girl might fuck her friend front of me
And I ain't even ask, no, not me
And ya girl might fuck herself to me
And I ain't even there, no, not me
All night you can watch me
All day you can watch me
A mothafucka might kill himself 'cause of me
They try hard, but they not me

[Chorus]
And this is as close to Heaven as I get
And this is as close to Heaven as I get
And this is as close to Heaven as I get
And this is as close to Heaven as I get
[Verse 2]
I like playin' games 'cause I ain't shit
I like playin' games 'cause I'm childish
I just weep to myself
I can't sleep in myself
I got another whip 'cause I'm empty
I got a new bitch 'cause I'm empty
Not I'm feelin' myself
Not I'm healin' myself

[Pre-Chorus]
And ya girl might fuck her friend front of me
And I ain't even ask, no, not me
And ya girl might fuck herself to me
And I ain't even there, no, not me
All night you can watch me
All day you can watch me
A mothafucka might kill himself 'cause of me
They try hard, but they not me

[Chorus]
And this is as close to Heaven as I get
And this is as close to Heaven as I get
And this is as close to Heaven as I get
And this is as close to Heaven as I get
And this is as close to Heaven as I get
And this is as close to Heaven as I get
And this is as close to Heaven as I get
And this is as close to Heaven