Have died in my dreams

Now reality to me ain’t what it seems

My thoughts have been racing now it got me seeing things

Paralyzed in bed and in my head I cannot leave

Try to drink away but nah that’s hypnotizing me

Road to my destruction I ain’t even in my car

But My girl on my side So I’m just fine with where we are

Most my exes hit line, not on mind so I came far

Something’s ain’t how I plan it shot for stars and land on mars



New status cannot wait more I’m moving on

None my friends are dead they got they own life they been gone

I been being selfish tryna get them follow along
But I realized that this my dream and I dream it on my own

My life been a movie a flick

But I choose what I want Netflix

Making moves yeah it’s all for my kids

If I make it all I’m gone make it big

Feel like Im stuck in a room

Not getting out soon

Thoughts moving fast like zoom

Anxiety bringing me doom

It’s only past noon

I usually drink to the moon

Lately feeling good now cuz I do what I should now

My life’s an open book but I won’t let no one look now
I been in my zone I’m hazard Leave me lone

I have poison in my phone still do things I don’t condone

I been living life Living fast lord I’m crashing

Don’t like when I’m high I might die see lights flashing

Cannot close my eyes been day 5 I been vamping

The one who is my wife keeps me live now I’m ranting

People are so bitter on my twitter

Tweet like bird yuh

Typing every letter like it’s killer

Weapons words yuh

Sticks and stones may break my bones

But her words can hurt me hit right hom

Seem to never learn my lesson make the same mistakes again
But I’m quick to take a blessing then revert right back to sin

Yeah these dreams keep me in resting lucid states just freeze my limbs

There’s this girl I keep on kissing fight her Power cannot win



In the hospital off the drugs

(I can hardly think straight)

Heard my Moma crying that’s enough

(Had stop and find my way)

It’s ironic how people say they love

(They pick and choose they own day)

But I don’t need em cuz I had enough



I have died in my dreams

Now reality to me ain’t what it seems

My thoughts have been racing now it got me seeing things

Paralyzed in bed and in my head I cannot leave

Try to drink away but nah that’s hypnotizing me

Road to my destruction I ain’t even in my car

But My girl on my side So I’m just fine with where we are

Most my exes hit line, not on mind so I came far

Something’s ain’t how I plan it shot for stars and land on mars



Dreams are dead my minds been resting

Praying for peace my only blessing

Dreams are dead my minds been resting praying for peace my only blessing