Before I Turn
Mother
[Verse 1]
Forsaken, I'm broken
My  desire to take away these demons in my mind
I'm  calling for your name
But I can only catch a silhouette of your smile
I've told you many times before
I've  always had the answers for
The  pain and suffering
The lies you told, the pain I'm in
I  told you I would take you there
Away from all your frights and fears
Forget your misery
But the seasons change so rapidly

[Verse 2]
I'm  taking one last look
At your picture, slowly fading in the fire
I'm staring at your name
But there's a silence that looms inside of me, at your grave
It's like I just forgot to breathe
It sucks the life right out of me
I've lost before but now I'm sure
You aren't the girl I thought you were
Two years have passed and all I see
Your shadow always haunting me
Forget my misery
'Cause my feelings change so rapidly
[Verse 3]
I've contemplated this before
You took my hand and said, "No more"
You took my eyes so I can't see
You filled my lungs, so now I breathe
The dust and death beside your grave
As if it wasn't enough to save
Your life so many times

[Verse 4]
I've contemplated this before
You took my hand and said, "No more"
You took my eyes so I can't see
You filled my lungs, so now I breathe
The dust and death beside your grave
As if it wasn't enough to save
Your life so many times
So you stabbed me in the back and I had to watch you die