[Verse 1]
I am a servant to the sentiment, left here to reminisce
You'll find me on my own out in the deep end
I'll take the blame and make it all mine
I was born in the wrong place, at the wrong time

[Chorus]
I self destruct
What the fuck was I thinking of? (You bitter selfish cunt)
Mental flux, primal lust
I fear no one, feel no love
Forever numb

[Post-Chorus]
Is this really the master plan?
Is this all that I am?

[Verse 2]
It's all about the blood on my hands (You'll never understand)
How hard it is to rid of the red
I've got the blood on my hands (You'll never understand)
A razor blade temperament and a head stuck in the sand
You'll never understand
You'll never understand
You'll never understand
You'll never understand
[Bridge]
I'm dissonant till death, the stains are on my skin
Numb until the end, I can't feel anything
It's like walking on a broken mirror
I've seen my fate and it couldn't be clearer

[Chorus]
I self destruct
What the fuck was I thinking of?
Mental flux, primal lust
I fear no one, feel no love
Forever numb

[Outro]
I've got the blood on my hands
Oh god, it stains my skin
I've got the blood on my hands
Oh, it's on my hands, you'll never understand