​killedmyself
Fridays
[Chorus]
Don't let the cold get you, I bet they want it to
Pickin' this mold off of the legs attached to you
I drink the whole bottle like someone had told me to
And I'm not a role model but I'm glad I'm helping you

[Verse 1]
Fridays
Drinks inside the same old cesspool
Sometimes it's hard to wait
'Cause I need to tell you I fell in love with you
Pine trees on top my face
Taking me back to my happy place, I really miss those days
But this just part of my fate, and in that I've faith
I could make it through, eons here in these frozen wastes
I was a goner, I was a joker
Blunt on my lower lip, I am a smoker
I'm in my body but who is the owner?
I order my Uber, I think it's a Rover
I take my time in my head, really I'm mediocre
She want a bag, she want a choker
I got some money on me like a broker
I couldn't blow it, I don't even know her
I try to do what you tell me to
But I couldn't live with me hurting you
So I might ignore when you call again
I promise, I swear I'm not mad at you
I just need some time while I work it out
I just need some time while I think it through
I try to do what you tell me to
But lately I find it impossible
[Chorus]
Don't let the cold get you, I bet they want it to
Pickin' this mold off of the legs attached to you
I drink the whole bottle like someone had told me to
And I'm not a role model but I'm glad I'm helping you

[Bridge]
In the wind, chest full of gin
I'on know where I am and I don't know where I been
Good to see your face but you're leavin' me again
I could spend my whole life stuck inside my sin (Yeah, woah, woah)

[Verse 2]
Wrapped in the wind
20,000 feet from the frostbit land
Could I love again? I don't know
Moncler on my bones 'cause I'm cold
Maybe for this winter I'll be home, yeah
I can't spend this Christmas on the road
I cannot feel my heart like it's my toes
When you yell at me, I just like you more
'Cause I could tell there's fire in your soul
I cough out this soot 'cause I'm filled with coal
I'on wanna play these games, it's getting old
Back and forth, I think she live for the back and forth
Settle scores, we can't share, it's always hers or yours
I work hard, I just want the weekend off
She make it hard then she swear it's just me being soft
I think we could do it if we tried, baby, lemme help
Sorry, I just got a habit of trying to do it all myself
It's just different knowing I can count on someone else
Life is scary but it's more like I just scare myself
Now I'm in the cherry blossom field, come and lay down
Girl, what's on your mind? Could you tell me what you thinkin' about?
Maybe it's a sign we're together in the here and now
I won't say a thing to anyone, I'm just helping out
[Outro]
Yellow on the leaves falling all around me
Yeah, I know I'm such a piece of shit, I say it proudly
Letters to my home unmapped in the valley
I was dead and gone, I don't know how the fuck you found me