Всего лишь жалкий танец (Just a miserable dance) (English translation)

[Verse 1]
The rain knocks soft fingers against my window
Neon light of the advertising tableau
Opposite is blinding, like the explosion of a thousand of comets
I rented this musty room so I wouldn’t hear the noisy neighbors;
So that when I close the door, there won't be anyone around

[Bridge]
I am alone always and never
Fall asleep dressed on the bare floor
I open my eyes only when the heart is pounding with terror
And I am all in a cold sweat
Get out of here – to forget, to stop a series
Of futile attempts to understand
Who am I, and where do I belong in this hell

[Chorus]
I think that I am going mad
And become normal
The pain disappeared from my words
It remains only the emptiness

[Verse 2]
The entire universe is on fire
And I’m trying to save myself, like a rat on a sinking ship
But I’m not a rat – I’m a ship
And my destiny is to slowly rust on the bottom
Is our life really just a miserable dance
On the edge of a volcano? Everyone was paired up
And again, I step aside
[Bridge]
I am alone always and never
Fall asleep dressed on the bare floor
I open my eyes only when the heart is pounding with terror
And I am all in a cold sweat
Life is purposeless and predetermined
As always, as always, as always, as always, as always, as always, as always

[Chorus]
I think that I am going mad
And become normal
The pain disappeared from my words
It remains only the emptiness
It remains only the emptiness