It’s a shame I rise feeling like my life won’t get better than my dreams
Even when I’m screaming punching walls in them, seems
Somewhere deep in me wants some love, perhaps hate too
Instead of this tiring balance of what takes you
I know i'll chase any girl who might smile and laugh
Old or new, Folgers brew crap won't sting this creep
I learned “The best part of waking up is going back to sleep”
At least for me. with skills at peak I grilled my feet
On the hot coals of my soul… reward no treat
I do emo best, because I have been
A non bi-polar, fond of the ride soldier
Who knows how to fight but won’t do it
Spent most of my social life was in my room being stupid
But in the end I made this song, for me

[Hook]
It’s a beautiful day that I’m spending indoors… (I don’t eat right, I don’t sleep right)
The wind that blows feels as good as before (I don’t think right, don’t feel right)
Ima go outside and wish I was yours (I don’t eat right, I don’t sleep right)
This rain might follow me and never gets old

Everything that I’ve ever done is trash according to the dream I just had
Even my breath woke foul, owl neck spin to this here pad
Like magic will come out of this hat, how's that?
Not good, thinking is me
Paid Leo to kill parts of my brain for the week
Wake up a half re-re, reread, these 3
Scratched out couplets that were products of a cheese dream
It was bonkers as “Yonkers”, I had an easy way out but the monster inside didn’t want to
Stop thinking about charming it's snake and hold it's shit in till it's large intestines will break
Too late, water your weeds
Embrace fugly to scare away the ugly skeevs
Cheer's to the roof that covers me
"You're the best, man"
[Hook]
It’s a beautiful day that I’m spending indoors… (I don’t eat right, I don’t sleep right)
The wind that blows feels as good as before (I don’t think right, don’t feel right)
Ima go outside and wish I was yours (I don’t eat right, I don’t sleep right)
This rain might follow me and never gets old

I’ve always considered myself patient
Then why am I having trouble waiting