[Verse 1: Monoxide]
What I feel lately is 50 shades of hate me
And I can't seem to break free
I don't like what I'm feelin' maybe
My self-medicating
At the point of breaking
I'm not sure if you're relating
I just need to feel like I'm the one worth saving

[Chorus: Jamie Madrox]
You lift me up in times when I wanna die
Intoxicated by your magic spells you weave all the time
You bring me down every time I feel alive
I'm trying, I'm living, I'm dying this minute

[Verse 2: Jamie Madrox]
You bring me up and take me down
Life smacks the face, I hold my ground
Another day to sing this song aloud
I wonder can they hear me screaming?
Switch it now, change the day
And take whatever comes my way, I gotta say
That this magical spell is Heaven or Hell when it plays
It can lighten or darken up your day, push it away

[Chorus: Jamie Madrox]
You lift me up in times when I wanna die
Intoxicated by your magic spells you weave all the time
You bring me down every time I feel alive
I'm trying, I'm living, I'm dying this minute
[Interlude]
I try to live but they want me to cease to be
I'm shedding skin, cutting teeth, and becoming me

[Verse 3: Monoxide]
Finger pointed, shaming, everybody blaming
What if I leave escaping, this I know, it'll be here waiting
Anticipating my downfall on the daily
But you give all that you gave me
And it saved me, and it saved me (And it saved me)

[Chorus: Jamie Madrox]
You lift me up in times when I wanna die
(I'm trying, I'm living, I'm dying this minute)
Intoxicated by your magic spells you weave all the time
You bring me down every time I feel alive
(I'm trying, I'm living, I'm dying this minute)
I'm trying, I'm living, I'm dying this minute
You lift me up in times when I wanna die
(I'm trying, I'm living, I'm dying this minute)
Intoxicated by your magic spells you weave all the time
You bring me down every time I feel alive
(I'm trying, I'm living, I'm dying this minute)
I'm trying, I'm living, I'm dying this minute