[Verse 1]
Neither of us is at fault
But lately if I'm being honest
Nothing lights up when you call
And I hate it
I've wanted love for so long
And if we tried we could probably make it
But holding you would always feel wrong
And I hate it

[Pre-Chorus]
My heart doesn't race when you look at me
My voice doesn't shake cause I'm nervous
I lay awake but I'm only thinking
Of what we're missing

[Chorus]
I've been holding on
Cause I'm scared to say goodbye
But I've been fighting this
For a long long time
Nothing's really wrong
But that doesn't mean it's right
I wish I could ignore it but I realize
I don't miss you
When I'm not with you, love
I don't miss you
When I'm not with you
[Verse 2]
Shouldn't I love you by now
Should I be hesitating
I'm hearing these whispering doubts
And I hate it, I hate it

[Pre-Chorus]
Oh, I want better than good enough
Want better than perfect on paper
I hate feeling like I'm giving up
And I don't want to but

[Chorus]
I've been holding on
Cause I'm scared to say goodbye
But I've been fighting this
For a long long time
Nothing's really wrong
But that doesn't mean it's right
I wish I could ignore it but I realize
I don't miss you
When I'm not with you, love
I don't miss you
When I'm not with you

[Bridge]
Darling if you ask yourself
If you really love me could you tell me
That you weren't feeling this as well
Could you tell me could you tell me
[Outro]
I've been holding on
Cause I'm scared to say goodbye
But I've been fighting this
For a long long time
Nothing's really wrong
But that doesn't mean it's right
I wish I could ignore it but I realize
I don't miss you
When I'm not with you, love
I don't miss you
When I'm not with you