White Disciple

Said the White Disciple when he sent for me

"It doesn't matter what anyone was born to be

But your life is pointless unless it sets you free"

So won't you set me free, Lord, set me free



It was at the fountain where water gathered

We had found Roman signs on the paths behind

But to my spiritual brother, I remain spiritually blind

Until my Venetian blinds was left beihind



Reeling me in

My soul full of sin

My bowl full of gin

Replace it with white wine



Said the White Disciple when he sent for me

"It doesn't matter what anyone was born to be

But your life is pointless unless it sets you free"

So won't you set me free, Lord, set me free



Now when the other boys walked by I learned to call out to them

Saying to my older brother, "I recognize him"

"Yes, younger brother, won't you please come in?

Sit down for a while; cross your legs for a while

And hold your hand in while I read you a lesson

From 1993, yes

Younger brother, won't you listen to me

And the words of the master?"



Said the White Disciple when he sent for me

"It doesn't matter what anyone was born to be

But your life is pointless unless it sets you free"

So won't you set me free, Lord, set me free



Now the boy was bright like a burning cinder

He was young, like all the good martyrs have been

The crimes of his childhood burn in him like a fever

The dreams of his youth ready to be fenced in



... Yes, but the little boy was faster



We awoke one morning in the dharma house

In Krishna's temple, the cathedral's crypt

And found a note where his shoes had slipped

In a sloppy, right-handed, new Roman script

And shit—do you know what it said?



It said, "Masters, masters, forgive me please

I don't want you to feel lonely

But the fruit is still ripening on the tree

And if it's not for you

How could it be for me?

Yes if it's not for you, how could it be for me—

If I was born?"



Said the White Disciple when he sent for me

"It doesn't matter what anyone was born to be

But your life is pointless unless it sets you free"

So won't you set me free, Lord, set me free